Shattered Soul

For you never came up to put any bandage to it..  And how could you? You are the one who brought it to raze..
My heart and soul had been put under several knives and you are the one for its bleeding.
I wish I could revert back to you the same way. Thrash you with the worst of all.
I wish to get you one platter of delicacies of immense pain. And bound you to have it. Where the pain rises with every bite that you eat. A platter that doubles up its delicacies the moment you are about to finish them. The harder it is to finish, the double it throws on you. And you get ni choice. I want you to scream in pain. Pain of hurt,  separation, longing, crave..
When I stand at a distance and you beckon,  and I don't seem bothered by your call.
When you cry loud and I don't seem to hear any noise.
Cry hard,  as hard as you wanted to hold me the other time.
Scream the loudest,  as loud as you shrieked on me to admit my emotions to you the other time.

Long now..  Long for me.. Opening your arms..  Just long.. As I am apart.

May your thirst never even get a drop.
May your hunger gets you all the pangs.
May I be your ultimate desire.
A desire that is not to be fulfilled, but you still yearn for......