ruffledheart

Mood kharab hai bht.. Headache is worsening it.. Mood kya .. bas mann dukhi hai.. Hai kuch nahi.. Bas wahi Annoying batein sasuraalon ki.. Nonsensical issues.. And in sab me mera fasna hamesha.. Un logon ko bhi poocho jo mujhe nahi poochte..jinhen koi matlab nahi mujhse..  Self Respect ki dhajjiyan udaye baithi hun.. sala har bar.. yahi hota hai mere sath.. Pata nahi kya kami hai.. kismat me hi hai waise to..  Feel like running away from all this.. alone somewhere.. akele rahun kuch waqt .. aram se.. apna kaam karun..  Bht se bht bas bache sath ho.. BAS.. Ye pati nahi jo tattu Beta hai..  Unke isharon pe nachne wala puppet. Feel filthy inside..

jitni batein htonhai na peeche se..  Samne aane pe sab bhool si jati hain...

Scree swapping mushkil nahi.. na hi folder kholna.. Safe option ianoblg if the app is locked along with no chat.. Bas baat itni si hai.. Ki mera bhi mann shant rahe.. poori tarah

Haan.. Ab unki ho gayi.. Dil me to ho tum.. hamesha rahoge..jab tak hun .. Tumhari ho sakti thi.. Hamesha ke liye.. Khair chalo ab kya sochna ye.. Par tumhara is tarah ki batein.. mil nahi sakti .. sath khadi nahi ho sakti..gussa dilata hai..dil dukhaata hai mera.. Ki jab khade hona tha tab kahan the.. tab ho jate sath khade ek baar himmat karke.. Aur nahi, to ab chalo theek hai sab manjoor.. par aise to mat blame kiya karo har baat pe mujhe.. Meri kya galti hai.. Sirf ye shayad ki khud se jada pyar kiya tumse.. Tumse to bht bht jada kiya.. Utna kabhi nahi hoga tumhe 

Tumhe kabhi nahi padi thi.. Tum apne me rehte ho.. Aur main khumari si me.. aj bhi.. subah uthate nashta banate lagta hai.. kya khaya hoga tumne.. kab gaye honge office.. office me hi honge ya site par.. Lunch ke liye ghar jate ho ya office me karte ho..  Kabhi sochte ho din me mere liye ? Ghar jate hue lagta to hoga kabhi..shayad FM pe hi kuch gana sunkar ki mujhe call ya msg karke haal poochh lete.. Lekin nahi.. Aisa kuch nahi hai tumhare sath.. Tum apne me mast ho.. Hamesha se.. Apni EGO me doobe.. Main CHUTIYA hun.. Hamesha se thi.. Aj bhi hun.. Apna kaam .. concentration hi nahi hai mera uspe.. Tumne kabhi kiya hi nahi itna ....  Kya likhun ab Jao yar