We are expecting our second child. This came as a surprise for both of us, (just as our first was 😄)
I am in my first trimester. Every morning waking up to nausea I wasn't feeling much in my first pregnancy. But, as they say, every pregnancy is different. Thus, I am dealing with this. It's really hard to cope up with all of these pregnancy hormonal changes, with one toddler, who is super naughty and keeps me on my toes all the time. It's tiring to wake up that early for sending him to school. Bringing him back, run behind to make him eat, sleep, study (the standing and sleeping lines are enough to make him tired and raise my BP)
But, as I am a woman and blissfully a mother, I am expected to do all of these with a smile on my face. Because we are multitaskers..or as presumed so.
There are quarrelings from my end which are, by God's Grace, taken gently by hubby, so to console me of all day's fatigue that I carry in my bosom to spill on him when he enters.
It's annoying at times, I feel annoyed by me only, for not giving him that smile which he desires and actually deserves.
He is a good human, Putting lot of efforts to make me feel easy about everything.
But, I feel helpless at the so-called mood-swings.
Yesterday had left a bitterness in me, present is trying to wash it off and future is harrasing me.. How would my lil boy be? How would I let him be at home when I would be hospitalized? Or how would it all be managed?
Sigh!
Hubby is okay, saying, everything will be fine and be managed well.
I have my fingers crossed.
Rabb Rakha 🙏
😊
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