ruffledheart

"I wish you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul."

I found myself sitting on a cloud of infatuation for almost a decade; and when it bursted all the murk turned into a beautiful Sunshine! This gleaming Sun gave me a new vision, strengthened me with the belief in the Supreme Almighty! A power that changed me as a human for the best. A power that we all have, residing in our core. A power that is acknowledged by less and undermined by many! When people say aloud that they don't have any regrets in their life; I see them with a dumbstruck face. How could someone be not sorry for being stupid. How can we adjust with the fact that we were being betrayed upon. Is it that easy? Well, then they must be God's Own Angels, that they bear the fact of being torn and ripped apart and still don't regret having had any terms with the absolute jerky morons!

No matter what, your essence would always uphold from the nub; from my heart to my soul it would flow. It isn't just the tinge of love that we had in our core, but the bond of friendship tightens it more. It is you to whose ears had reached my things of matter. About life, love, home and what exists had never been spared by our long chats. What makes my bosom weap is not the seed that didn't reap, but, the friendship that had been lost.. Somewhere in the murk. The 'dear buddy' occupies predominant character than the one 'being-in-love-with'. I had longed for your eyes hunting through my soul, delving in my heart, conspiring with the smile that shook me deep into the crux. But, confabbing with a dearest buddy had taken over it, almost on all occasions. And made me realize camaraderie persists more value and induces substantial harmony! I left a part of me in you! And you left a void, that would remain barren within my destitute soul, till it ex...

The mouthpiece is holding my hand, Not missing a beap or call, and I am exasperated at you! Waiting, patiently eyeing at the flowing sand!

Okay, so it is not that hunky dory as shown in movies or in books or even in your thoughts that sometimes renders to you that mushy feel about Marriage and a 'second home' for which we all, I'm sure, knit a lot of.... webs?!? It demands a lot! Yes, it does! Look here, it is an absolute unenviable task to leave our place, parents, belongings and almost everything that becomes a part of us in all these years. Well, you can name it the way you want, that this is what every girl has to do... But, let me clear the air again, it is not that cushy. The second has nothing that I had lived with. None of my possessions are anywhere here. I might not like the chores thrust upon me. Despite all the dislike I conceive in my heart, I stand to fulfill the so-called desires! But, no matter how strong are my endeavours, it's seldom that I get elevated. The goodness sometimes cannot find the range in those remote areas of hard bosom. I am good because 'They'-my God...

Being one Jane Austen's fan, I am Romantic. Having read John Donne, took me even more close to what they say, Love! Danielle Steel's story of that beautiful girl deeply in love fortified the emotion of romance in me. Yes, I am Romantic! And I love it to the another level. The level of moment when seeing him walking to her struck her with collywobbles; on that windy eve at the Greenland; Or on the moon lit sea-shore. Donning a white silk shirt, getting swirled in that dewy-cold breeze. Approaching to her with a brooding look, looking deep into the eyes, as if to dig the splinters out, in tears of happiness. Holding her waist with his amorous hands, coming close to her glowing face his eyes are stuck. In a blink of his eye, her neck becomes the oozing berry which he kissed with all the compassion he carried in his heart all those years. His love for her could be felt in his amiable touch. She shivers, her heart skips a beat while his hands undulates at  her back. ...

Let's get out of the den and roar ! To get the sweet, we ought to taste sour!                     ******¥****** Bring it on tomorrow! 😉